I really don’t know why I ever came back home. It’s hell.
I really don’t know why I ever came back home. It’s hell.
I think…
I’m finally alive.
When you can leave all the pain behind, climb a mountain and sit on the peak and stare down at the life below, that’s a feeling of accomplishment unlike any other.

It seems that you’re keeping me down
and it just seems pointless
To work this thing out and
What’s holding me back?
A lifelong friendship’s not worth it
I’ll hide this one deep underground
Convenience can comfort you now
But the words that you said
You can never take back and
I’m warning you now
When you realize you made a mistake
I’ll be sure to kick you while you’re down
I gave you this gift (I gave you this gift)
Now I’m here alone and I’m paying for it
Our light’s almost out (Our light’s almost out)
But I’ll smile again the day that you figure out
I was all that you had…Hello Shitty - Bayside
…is so torn right now.
i don’t know where home is. is it family, or is it what you’ve fallen absolutely in love with?
i need to go back so badly, but i just can’t leave him here. he is what’s keeping me alive right now, and i’m not sure i can manage five days away from him, and from this place that i’ve come to love…